Posted: Wed Jul 02, 2008 6:11 pm
Posted: Wed Jul 02, 2008 8:26 pmPosted: Thu Jul 03, 2008 2:52 amPosted: Thu Jul 03, 2008 4:50 amPosted: Tue Jul 08, 2008 12:35 pm| rastus wrote: |
| I kinda think it was a natural desire to be close to the female. I have to agree with 'rastus' on a lot of the points that were made. I have often wondered where my love for wearing panties came from. Having been the youngest of three sons, I was always closer to my Mom than I was my Dad. I remember, vaguely of holding onto my Mom's nightgown and rubbing the soft fabric between my fingers. As I got older, 6 to 7, I would sneak one of her slips out of her lingerie drawer and sleep with it. I never got caught doing that, but I did get caught wearing a pair of her panties. She chastised me and told me that boys didn't wear girl's underwear, but that just made me want to do it even more. I just became more careful. That continued until I graduated from high school and I had illicitly acquired several pair of panties from different sources and would wear them. I would even sleep in them while wearing my Mom's slip. My Mom did find my hidden cache of panties and again I was chastised, but she let me keep them, I guess figuring that it was a lost cause. My illicit gleanings came from the girl's locker room where I went to school. I would sneak into the locker room during a game and look for panties. Always managed to find several nice pair and on occasion would find a pair that had evidence of period tracks in them. Those were always my most cherished finds. There was something about menstrual blood that was always a mystery and I enjoyed wearing those. I also had a cousin, whose panties I also enjoyed. She was several years older than me and she caught me trying hers on. The only way to keep her from revealing my secret was to let her see me wearing hers. After I got married, I would secretly wear my wife's panties when she was not around and I always made sure that she had a nice selection to choose from. Now, I'm single and wear panties 24/7. It just seems to be the natural thing to do. I'm lucky enough to have a lady friend that supports me in my habit and she seems to derive a lot of pleasure from it. I definitely has a positive effect on our sex life. My first memory of it was when I was about 3 or 4 and I must have tried on my mom's panty's from the laundry basket. I remember her chastizing me in an embarassed manner and asking me why didn't I try on my dad's underwear? Well, you tell a kid he can't do something and what's he gonna do? I've given this some thought over the years and I wonder why was I attracted to this soft material at such a young age? (I was only 3 or 4) My guess is that perhaps (almost subconsciously) I wanted to be close to my mother. I wonder if she didn't wear a nylon or satin nightgown when she nursed me and I related the feel of the material to the positive feelings of nursing (love and food). I'm not a shrink, although I could play one on TV. As the years went by, sexual urges became as strong as the desire for food and love, eh? After that time when I was 3 or 4, I don't remember trying them on until one day at the community swimming pool, I looked down at the girl's purse next to where I was sitting (I was probably about 10 or 11, maybe 12, not sure. She was older than me, probably 15 and good looking) anyway, I looked down and saw her panties in her purse. (It's funny, I remember that same girl also had nylon's in her bathing suit top to make it look like her boobs were bigger. She was sitting on her towel on the concrete deck and I was sitting beside her in a chair.) Well, I grabbed her panties (when she went wading in the pool) and went into the bathroom stall and tried them on. What a rush! Of course they felt great and I recall that feeling now. I took them off and put them back in her purse. I didn't get that opportunity again for several years after that. I think the next time I tried wearing them was from my mom's drawer after I reached puberty, or when I was baby-sitting for a neighbor. Baby sitting for neighbors when I was a teenager presented many opportunities. Ahh the memories. What fun! continues to this day. (not baby sitting) |
Posted: Fri Jul 11, 2008 6:05 pm