Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2006 4:34 pm Post subject: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
I am a 42 yr old married housewife with a 16 yr old step-son. I have been researching panty fetish for the last 4 months or so because I have
discovered my step-son has been masturbating with my dirty panties for some time. I was cleaning his room one day and came across a wool sock with 3 pairs of my dirty panties stuffed into it along with a few photos of me
taken over the last couple of years of us on holidays etc.. I was baffled, as
well as curious and angry. I took the panties out of the sock as well as the pictures and planned on confronting him. However, I had a change of heart
when I became aroused later in the day and ended up masturbating on my bed thinking of what my step-son does with my dirty panties. I felt a little violated but took pleasure in the fact that my step-son found me attractive. I felt very guilty, but put the panties and pics back for my step-son to continue enjoying. He is a very good looking kid with an attractive
girlfriend his age. The fact that I was maybe desirable to him(or anyone for that matter) was a compliment and turn on for me.
Everyday since that discovery I check his wool sock in his bottom dresser drawer and everyday he exchanges one pair of panties for the most recent
panties I have removed. I have also recently begun to sniff and lick his boxer briefs while doing laundry. I feel like a perverted sicko but I continue
to do so. I feel that I am betraying my husband and want to stop this but it
has become increasingly harder to stop. I have also on many occasions wore my panties for more than one day to give my step-son more scent to masturbate with. Writing this stuff down has become a source of therapy
for me. Thank-you for reading and know that I understand your obession.
Joined: Dec 08, 2005 Posts: 21 Location: Sacramento
Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2006 6:23 pm Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
I will take your word that you are a woman. I am a bit suspicious becaucse a good number of the "women" positing on this site are men. You are very understanding the the lad's obsession with your panties. I began "borrowing" and masturbating with panties at age 13. I believe in my case my foster mother was a shrew and would rage against anything related to sex or sexual activity. For this reason, panties represented something pleasurable yet forbidden. I received great sexual pleasure by feeling and smelling the panties of mothers and sisters of friends. I particularly enjoyed panties which I had obtained from clothes hampers so I could smell the woman's scents. My love of masturbating with panties has continued throughout my adult life. My wife knows I masturbate on her panties. She doesn't know I sometimes trade her panties with other men with this fetish. I have been fortunate to have two women provide me with their panties and a very understanding friend who loans me his wife's panties for masturbation. Your step-son finds you attractive and smelling your underwear gives him a great sexual thrill. Smelling your panties and looking at your picture while masturbating gives him a tremendous amount of pleasure. I recommend you just wear panties as normal and not wear them for longer periods than usual. He is attracted to you and your panties in the "normal" state. I further recommend you not confront him or try to help him masturbate. Perhaps sneaking a peek of him enjoying himself would be fun. Mom, he may move on to other women's panties for pleasure and for now do him the service of just putting your panties in the hamper. I would be curious to know if he deposits his semen on them.
Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2006 8:18 pm Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
I fully admit I had the hots for my step mom. I would always masturbate and think of her when I was younger (13/14yo) I think I got my 'MILF' fetish because of her. When I first started to develop my panty fetish I would always search for a pair of her worn panties, but because I only was at my dad every other weekend I was never able to get my hands on a pair :(
fast forward many years later to a couple months ago. I was at their house fixing the computer and my step-mom had to run out for something and left me there alone. Of course I immediately scoured the bed room, I was able to find a drawer of panties, there were some 'form-shapers' and 2 thongs. It is my belief that she never wore underwear until recently... I masturbated with one of her thongs and laid the other on the bed imagining her bending over in it.
I always had the fantasy of finding a fresh pair of her worn panties and masturbating into them, then having my step-mom walk in on me... only to have her sit and watch me... or join in...
Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2006 4:16 pm Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
Well I can tell you I am definetly a woman, but can understand your being a little suspicious. Thank-you for responding, and I will try to answer a few questions. Like I said, I have researched a little about panty fetish and I understand there are different reasons men masturbate with womens panties and other intimate apparel such as bras and pantyhose. I know some men want to wear these items and others just masturbate while smelling and tasting them. I always considered myself to be a bit of a prude and a little reserved but I discovered thru my step-son that maybe this is not the case. I now not only allow my step-son to indulge and explore his panty fetish but I find myself actually going out of my way to provide my dirty panties for him. I do this because it is no longer about him. It is now about my selfish pleasure which is something that gives me distress and guilt. I feel like I have betrayed my husband and his son. I understand alot of you think it is harmless and natural but in my position I feel that it is inappropriate that I get pleasure from his pleasure. I do not want to offend any of you but I think what I do is wrong. I wish this discovery never surfaced because I have a very difficult time stopping the insanity of it. I am a housewife that is a little neglected and this pleasure has become a big part of my daily life. I enjoy the excitement of entering my step-sons room and finding panties that I so conveniently provided for him. Yes, I have found the panties with his cum in them, but usually not. It is the ultimate compliment!! I have smelled and tasted him which also is a
source of guilt. This is wrong. I know it is, but everyday I wait to explore as my heart races and pounds.
My step-son gets my panties from the hamper in our bedroom, but when he is home and his father is not I sometimes get a shower and leave the panties on the bathroom floor. I have on a few occasions got my step-son to take the hamper down to the basement for me and have heard him going thru it. This is what I call helping him out or conveniently providing. I am not a fancy dresser by any means, and am far from a supermodel. My panty collection is mostly from Wal-Mart, and consists primarily of cotton bikini style and full back. I think you can find all the sexy apparel in Wal-mart and see no reason why a lady has to buy expensive panties in specialty stores. For one thing I can't afford it but I would not shop those places if I did. My husband has never said anything about what I wear and hope that he would if he had a problem with it because I would do it for him if that is what he wanted. For now Wal-mart panites will be my choice and my step-son doesn't seem to have a problem with it. Thanks Andrea
Joined: Nov 11, 2005 Posts: 40 Location: North East Lower Michigan
Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2006 9:02 pm Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
:D hey panty step mom....
try wearing a pair of tight nylon panties and pleasure yourself with them, then you will understand wht this is all about...
you are not really hurting anyone by allowing your sterp son this pleasure, in my opinion...
this is something new for you to explore...
woman as well as men do enjoy a healthy panty fetish, without anyone getting hurt by it...why not you?
Joined: Dec 08, 2005 Posts: 21 Location: Sacramento
Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2006 12:35 am Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
Andrea - I am glad you took the time to research the area of sexual fetishes and how women's undergarments are often the preferred object. I hve been afflicted with a panty fetish since youth, as I stated earlier. I took some very foolish chances and took panties when my life would have been very adversely affected if caught. I finally realized that the fetish cannot be allowed to contol you. If you act in a way which can harm you or someone else, it is controlling you. It is difficult to understand how a pervert such as myself could ask someone to take my advice, cut I will give it anyway. By discovering the attraction your underthings have to this young man, you have discovered the world of panty fetish and fetishists. You now know that many facets of yourself, other than physical, are attractive to men. Some are attracted to your hair style or color, body type, voice, facial structure. I think the attraction to your panties and using them for pleasure satisfies his desire to be with you. He knows the frustration and is using them to be close to you sexually.
If you are feeling guilt, stop making things easy for him. The danger is great when the fetish comes between family members. There are many men, among them the hundreds on this site, who would be happy to enjoy your panties. Don't let this aspect of sexuality control you. I would happily discuss this further with you if you like. You can obtain my email address, I believe, from the site.
Don't dispair. You sound pretty normal to me and even though I have this attraction to panties, I can actually talk rationally about the dangers associated with it.
Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2006 6:29 am Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
Andrea, you sound pretty cute... I'd love to get a hold of a pair of your panties, or better, stand in front of your car door while you are getting out and wearing a skirt. I bet you give an awesome upskirt!! Also, I bet your pantylines show nicely through your clothes.
I have had a panty fetish for as long as I can remember, probably since I was 10, and that was 27 years ago. I would wear my moms nylone briefs and get hard in them. By no means would I touch her underwear again now, or even 15 years ago, but it was my discovery. Whenever I look for panties to take now, I only take thongs & bikinis. I've had my days of taking panties, anywhere from laundry rooms, to women's bedrooms. I'm a bit older now, and take less risk then I used to. I'd prefer to find a girl who would take them off and give them to me. So far, I've had 4 different girls do that.
Do you wear thongs and lacy bikinis? They do sell gstrings for cheap at places like Wal-Mart too.... heck I'd be happy to meet you and buy you new panties in exchange for your old ones. What do you look like?
Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2006 8:06 am Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
Thanks so much for all the advice and kind words. I have decided to take freak112's advice and not make things easy for my step-son. I appreciate that some of you think what I have been doing is okay, but I really do feel that it is inappropriate. I feel that I have compromised my role as good parental guidance not to mention betraying my husband. I am going to really try not to condone this behavior but it is difficult. Today I put my panties at the bottom of the hamper in my bedroom and even put it in my closet and shut the door. I later returned and pulled the panties out putting them on top, only to return 20 min later and put back at the bottom.???? This is not normal behavior.I am very flattered that my step-son thinks I am attractive and perhaps desires me sexually. This is what keeps driving me to provide for him. It is selfish and I will continue to fight this battle.
Well PantyCollector I hate to disapoint you but I rarely wear a skirt. When I do wear a skirt( weddings, funerals, and special occasions) it would be very hard to see up it because I wear long skirts. My everday wardrobe consists of jeans, jogging pants and track pants. You probably would not be disappointed as far as pantylines are concerned. I am sure I have those everyday and I never wear thongs. I have 2 thongs in my drawer and that is probably where they will stay. I have tried to like them but to be honest I find them intrusive and uncomfortable. Sorry to disapoint. I have many pairs of bikini style panties(mostly cotton) some of which are satin and nylon and a few that are lacey. I am glad to hear you don't steal panties anymore because you could find yourself in trouble. Some ladies I am sure would find this to be a compliment( I am now one of them) but I am sure there are others that would only feel violated. I am not sure what I would do if a guy came up to me discreetly and asked to buy my dirty panties. I think I would have a hard time saying no, but I know that would be the right thing to say.
Well if any of you are wondering what I look like, I am sure if you saw me in a crowd you would pay me no mind. I am 42 yrs old with shoulder length blonde hair( soon to be short) and I am quite tall for a lady. I am 5'11 and weigh about 190 lbs. I am not fat, but I am no supermodel. I have been told many times that I look alot like Debbie Travis but I think she is alot prettier than I am. Once again thank you for the comments and kind words. This site has become something I find I look forward to.
Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2006 1:25 am Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
hey, i saw your post and i just wanted to say that i am 24 male. When i was growing up, i used to love to play in my step moms panties. It was such a turn on for me. I think that you should definetly enjoy it while it lasts. I think if i was your step son and i saw you wearing some jogging pants with some silky bikini panties with the nice visible panty lines of thos sexy panties i would be so turned on! I think you should play with it a little. Who cares, i would not feel quilty at all.
It is not like you are actually engaging in sexual activity with him. I think you are tooo worried and that you should stop beating up on yourself about it.
I think you should wear nice sexy silky pair of fullback panties and a nice tight pair of jogging pants when he is around so tha the can see thos nice panty lines and make him wait until he can get in your hamper to get his hands on them.....
You should relax.....after all, you only live once!!
I think!
Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2006 1:55 am Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
Sounds like you and my step-son have something in common. How do you think your step mom would have reacted if she knew what you were doing?
Thanks for your suggestion. I appreciate your opinion.
Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2006 7:25 am Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
guest wrote:
Sounds like you and my step-son have something in common. How do you think your step mom would have reacted if she knew what you were doing?
Thanks for your suggestion. I appreciate your opinion.
how come u feel like a neglected housewife at home? Arent things with ur husband sexually going the way you want it to? You dont have to answer if thats very personal.
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2006 4:04 pm Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
guest wrote:
How do you think your step mom would have reacted if she knew what you were doing?
Thanks for your suggestion. I appreciate your opinion.
Like I said, I find my step mother sexual attractive (I am 21, she must be 40 something?) and I have jacked off with her panties before. My step mother is somewhat prude-ish so I think she may be offended is she knew I jacked off in her panties and thought she was sexually attractive. I suppose its a shock to me that women might find this as a compliment as I am just now becoming okay with my panty fetish. That said, I think if she because sexually aroused by it (like you have) I would find that even more arousing. I mean, neither of you are hurting anyone. He enjoys your panties and you obviously enjoy him enjoying your panties. Sounds like a win-win to me.
Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2006 7:01 pm Post subject: Re: A STEP-MOMS CONFESSION
guest wrote:
Yeah, that is personal and not for open board discussion. Sorry.
ya thats cool.
but i think you should talk your husband about feeling neglected type thing. He probably doesnt know how your feeling inside.
If your feeling down type thing, and your step son enjoying your panties makes u happy. I dont see anything wrong with it, making u feel wanted.
But i think its better that u let ur husband know how ur feeling inside so you can be happy with him and dont have to resort to leaving panties to feel wanted.
If my girlfriend felt neglected id like it she talk to me about it, so I can fix it, then her leaving panties for another guy, even if we were married and that that person was my son. :o
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